Selfish

Why'd you leave me in this big world?
Leave me with temptations I can't handle
Why'd you leave me to be with someone else?
Wasn't I good enough for you?
Was I too much to handle?
Why'd you leave me without saying goodbye?
You could've waited another HOUR!
Why you leave me?
You didn't get to see me cry
But you did hear me holler
Why'd you leave me before I could start life?
Ever since you've been gone...
EVERYTHING GON' WRONG!
Why'd you leave me to grow up so quick?
It's difficult, can't everyone handle it
Why'd you leave me friend
You're suppose to watch me grow up
And tell me who to hang with
Why'd you leave me
We're suppose to stay tight
You said I'm the one who light up your eyes
Why'd you leave me alone
Quiet
Scared
Curious and to love knowledge
Why'd you leave me?
In this big world
It's a tsunami
You didn't get to see me graduate
Now I'm in college
Why'd you leave me?
I don't care if I'm being selfish
Just answer the question
Was I bad?
I could've change...
Just...
Why'd you leave me?
I can't handle it
Just answer the question
...
Mommy?

I'm over YOU!

I've finally taken a stand for myself to say
"I'm over YOU!"
Thank God Almighty
"I'm over YOU!"
I irritated myself when I thought I was in love with you,
but on the bright side
"I'm over YOU!"
Lying awake at night thinking about you
Gave grumpy morning
Less sleep do to you
But now my morning are great
"I'm over YOU!"
Hopefully we could still be friendz without privilege because,
You're not the one
Remember...
"I'm over YOU!"
The gaze in your eyes no longer have control O-VER me
I'm happy being a SING-LE QUEEN
My future and happYness
Doesn't involve you
So baby please get a clue
"I'm over YOU!"
What I'm putting here is the truth
If you can't handle it
Nor believe it's true
Ruin a friendship
I'm sorry boo
But yet again
I shall say
This is soooooooooooooooo TRUE!
Babe

"I'M OVER YOU!"

My Mind

Not following your heart lead you to nothing but terrible heartbreak

And unforgettable mistakes

The thought of listening to your gut only makes the fear stronger
and the not-action satisfaction last longer

Ever wanted someone so bad you drift from reality believing you have them and life seems better?

Then snap back to reality and the frustration of not having this person returned... Once Again.

And since your action is your secret, you're your only friend.

Truth be told

You want to shout the one's name until it offends you

Unfortunately you cover it under dirt with the rest of your fantasies

Not allowing yourself to grow, know or accept.

Better yet you lost yourself in this fiasco, you forgot your own worth

You try to forget about the one

Move on with your life and have fun (hahaha)

But not by choice...

Your heart isn't done.